-. High .-

I’m suffering,
In pain,
A wreck,
Used.

I’m out of control,
Spiraling downwards,
I want to escape,
I want to find peace.

One pill.
Two pills.
Three.
Four.

I overdose on pills,
That I shouldn’t even have.

I fell myself sky rocket upwards,
I’m feeling free and light weight.

You can’t touch me,
You can’t hurt me.
You can’t do anything to me.

I’m invisible.

Higher, higher.
I want to go higher.
I want to feel a thrill,
I want to feel that sick pleasure of happiness.

I want to escape.

My world melts around me,
Illusions swirl around me,
I stare with wide eyes,
And laugh.

I’m away from this world,
From this hell.
From my pain.

From you.

From everything…

But…
Not for long…